I'm going to take a break. A break from Dr. Google, a break from TTC boards and support groups, a break from reading blogs, and continue my break from FB. Since I have to wait another 2-6 weeks to begin any form of TTC again anyways, I need a break. But, I can't fully take one if I'm reading other blogs that I can relate to word for word, or if I'm Googling FET stuff, or unicornuate stuff. So, my goal is to just live my life and try my very best not to think about my reproductive organs and such until AF shows. At that point, I will re-evaluate.
I must say, I'm really going to miss reading each and every blog, and posting comments. But, I need this. I need to clear my head, and possibly even become rejuvenated.
I might continue to blog about trying to find happiness, rejuvenation, and healing my soul, but I'm not sure yet. But, I will be back posting and commenting as soon as this well needed break is over.
It's amazing how much difference a break can make. I was taking one indefinitely, I really thought I would be away months, maybe even a year, but two weeks later, here I am. I know it wasn't very long, but two weeks with a clear head seriously made all the difference in the world for me. I was able to basically retrain my brain into thinking that this may never happen for us, but to be thankful for the things that God has given me. I hope that taking a step back will have the same effect on you and that you come back stronger than ever! You and you're family are in my prayers
ReplyDeleteI completely understand needed a break. I go through periods like that where I need to "try" and step away as infertility can be so consuming. I hope this time away brings you the happiness and peace to come back refreshed and ready to move forward with your next steps. I'll be here supporting you when you're back and be thinking of you often. Take care of you!
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